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Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
10:15 pm - dude
I so just proved to myself that I really do rock! I did the HTML codes, the background, the links, the faces, the setup, everything on my own. I rock MORE then socks off! I praise myself! Bow to me all ye peasents!

current mood: accomplished
current music: MSI-"1989"

(2 Tell no secrets | Never lie)

2:59 pm - The best excuse:
Well today in math Pam was talking at me so naturally she was looking at me, and mrs. yaicoup goes "pam why are you looking at Jessica and not the board?" and pam goes "Because the answers are written on Jess' face". That's the best excuse ever!

current mood: excited
current music: Jack Off Jill-"Strawberry Gashes"

(Never lie)

Sunday, April 25th, 2004
6:28 pm - Josh-"Come, stain" hahaha
I had the best time yesterday. I'm not going into detail because too much stuff that rocked happend. nothing bad. just hanging with people. but it was for the entire day maybe if i feel like typing later ill write about it.

Smell ya later!

P.S: heh this is random but i just realized last night i fell in love with you (alex) all over again. Love you.

current mood: thankful
current music: my sister is watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre

(Never lie)

Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
9:51 pm - im borrreedddd
Im bored. I have NOTHING to do. And I don't tomorrow either! sucks. If anyone wants to hang with me (your favorite person) lemme know because i have NOTHING to do. Yee-ah. Imma go hug myself!


smell ya later! (wear deodorant)

current mood: bored
current music: my mommAY is watching tv...yes mommay

(Never lie)

Monday, April 19th, 2004
11:11 pm - Oh this is so amazingly right.

Which Family Guy character are you?

current mood: devious
current music: hot pockets commercial

(1 Tell no secrets | Never lie)

Sunday, April 18th, 2004
7:28 pm - I'm le tired! OH YEAH ALEX, TAKE THAT!
I just got back from Rochester, fun fun fun. My family down there is kick ass. Everyone is loud ::cough cough:: hehe Well im quite tired from the 6 hour ride. Maybe I'll write more later.

Smell ya later!

current mood: exhausted
current music: Thursday stuck in my head

(3 Tell no secrets | Never lie)

Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
7:36 pm

Yeah I'm not one for posting lyrics too often but I love this song and everytime I hear it I'm reminded of the person who matters most to me, you know who you are mhm:

I'm not a perfect person,
there's many things I wish I didn't do.
But I continue learning,
I never meant to do those things to you.
And so I have to say before I go,
That I just want you to know.
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you.
I'm sorry that I hurt you,
It's something I must live with everyday.
And all the pain I put you through,
I wish that I could take it all away.
And be the one who catches all your tears,
Thats why i need you to hear.
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You.
I'm not a perfect person,
I never meant to do those things to you.
And so I have to say before I go,
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you.



current mood: loved

(2 Tell no secrets | Never lie)

Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
9:59 pm - My salsa ::dances::
Hahahahaha, sorry that's like the funniest thing to me. Anyways!We had paint wars in Drama Crew today, it was fun. I took a big ass paint brush with blue on it and wiped it on alexs face, he was a smurf for about 15 seconds. Then he got me back with pink paint, yay for PINK! Alex wrote "kiss my ass" on the back of my old raggedy t shirt. I was showing Kayla how Sean almost hit me by accident and Jeremy walked by anmd goes "whoa! you almost hit me" and i said "I wouldnt care". I wouldn't. He's a dick. ANYWAYS! I am very proud of my cupcake and my Gum drop tree! oh yes. I am the master. Bow to me...bow to me now!

Smell ya later!

current mood: groggy
current music: Lostprophets is stuck in my head

(Never lie)

Monday, April 12th, 2004
10:49 pm - "Someone shit in the locker" hehe
Yeah as you all know, I went to see The Virus and The Unseen last saturday and i now have the pics developed soooo here they are:

CLICK ME )

Some dudes head and Jasper )

Jasper )

Jasper Grabs the Mic )

Shitty Pic )

Not so great pic of the Unseen )

The dude from The Unseen and Crowd )

Good pic of The Unseen and Crowd )

Nikki Jasper and Me )

current mood: giddy
current music: Lost Prophets-"burn, Burn"

(3 Tell no secrets | Never lie)

Sunday, April 4th, 2004
8:53 pm - LOOK WHAT I DID
Yeah i was bored so ya know what i did..i drew!

This is what i drew: (if you havent seen the movie you wont get it)

frank )

current mood: mhm
current music: TV!

(2 Tell no secrets | Never lie)

5:53 pm - "Affle sauce and cawlehflower" (i spelt it wrong on prupose)
Yeeah last night was amazing! I hearted that show, it was one of my favs I've been to. Probably because Nikki (she rocks my socks) and Alex (he rocks my socks also) were with me! They make everything fun. I hadn't seen alex in like 3 days, sooooo I took the opportunity to mock him every second of the day for every word, every sentence, every thing that he did. But i love him, thats why i do it. Me and Nikki met the singer from The Virus, Jasper. So cute. We took a picture with him, alex took it...hopehe didnt mess it up like he messes everything up haha I kid because i love you hun! Today me and nikki watched Donnie Darko and Finding Nemo....all i have to say is MINE! hehe...and nikki gave me this kick ass razorblade necklace. Thanks nikki i heart you haha!

Smell ya later!

current mood: mhm fun fun fun
current music: My mommy is watchin the tele

(3 Tell no secrets | Never lie)

Saturday, April 3rd, 2004
12:09 pm
i made the most kick ass thing you'll ever see. I have to show everyone because I'm so proud of how sexy it is haha.

Jimmy urine is hot )

current mood: my wallpaper kick asses
current music: msi-"ready for love"

(1 Tell no secrets | Never lie)

12:37 am - damn kid at burger king
today i went to the mall with Nikki and hung out. We went to see Sarah (shes the best) at her job. I don't understand how she is so nice to half those bastards who hang out in the mall, i don't think i wil ever be able to hold a job down, i get pissed off too easliy at people. Anyways, after that we went to go eat. The burger king line was uber long and this piece of shit migger (mexican wigger) seemed to thinkhe was above us all and cuts the line. hes so lucky he didnt cut me...he wouldve gotten some lip. Bastard. I don't understand why people think they are above other people. Then there were these girls that we unfrotunately were sitting near while eating who would not shut the hell up for 2 seconds and were running around like 2 year olds. Idiots. Some kid was being dumb so i yelled something at him. He deserved it. Then Nikki almost fell down the stairs because her creepers are ultra slippery hehe it was funny. Some guy thought i was being a bitch to him because i went "can i help you?" i was talking about something else and wasnt even talking to him, but i think he thought i was...oops. All in all it was a good day. Tomorrow will be even better! I'm going to see The Unseen and The Virus with Nikki and alex. MHMMMMMM fun fun fun. Im spiking up all my hair....if i take pics ill post them somehwre hehe. Smell ya later!

x0x HuGs and StiTcHeS x0x

current mood: bouncy
current music: Wacthing national lampoons Van Wilder

(Never lie)

Friday, April 2nd, 2004
1:28 pm - my rant
my rant was fun. but then i talked ot my friend about what was bothering me and i heart him. he said that it might not be me whos making the person upset and i shouldnt always blame myself it could be something else. He's right. so i don't blame myself. i'm 99 percent sure it wasn't my fault anyways, but ya know theres still that one percent. but ya know i didn't do anything so yeah i love him still. just thought he was mad at me. just know though if you do read this and i did do soemthing let me know because i love you with everything and wouldn't want to have said or done anything that upset you.

smell ya later!

oh yeah if anyone goes to the mall tonight lemme know cuz im most likely going maybe ill see you there and lick your face!

current mood: glad to think that it wasnt me
current music: im watching Mad TV

(3 Tell no secrets | Never lie)

2:14 am - Im bored
Im very proud of myself! I couldn't find any MSI wallpapers anywhere on the net so you know what i did?????? DO YA????DO YA DO YA DO YA????

I MADE MY OWN BIZNACK!

It's only of Jimmy Urine....oh yes i will marry him...one day he will be mine...

current mood: I MADE WALLPAPER!
current music: Mindless self indulgence-"I hate jimmy page"

(Never lie)

Thursday, April 1st, 2004
3:55 pm - This is a Rant
I'm sick of alot of stuff. I'm sick of people who want sympathy and then when you ask what's wrong they go "nothing" in a sad and pathetic voice. Then when you say "okay, fine" they go "oh, no I'll tell you". Stop begging for attention, you just look pathetic. I'm sick of people who have mood swings for absolutely no reason at all, and when you ask them what's wrong they go "nothing" with an attitude. Do me a favor and pull whatever crawled up your ass and died, out. I didn't do anything to you, I know it, and if i did then tell me because I'm sick of getting treated like It's my fault you're upset. I'm upset too sometimes okay? we all have bad days, but if you're having one of those days, tell me. Don't sit there with a scowl on your face and act all distant, it's not my fault that you are having a bad day. I'm also sick of when someone has an attitude and you try and be all nice yet they still do, then when you turn the tables and act all bitchy to them they couldn't be nicer. That's not an excuse to be nice. Once again if you're having a bad day, tell me, don't just sit there and wait for me to figure it out on my own. I'm sick of backstabbers. Yeah, trsut me you definetly know who you are. Instead of being weak why don't you stab me in the front instead? Yeah i know why, you don't have anough courage. Heh, you're pathetic. Also stop waiting for stuff to happen to you, go out and maybe help yourself. STOP HIDING YOUR FEELINGS FROM ME! IT'S NOT RIGHT! I'M SUPPOSED TO BE HERE FOR YOU TO TALK TO, TO TELL ME WHEN YOU'RE UPSET, OR SCARED, OR HOW YOUR DAY WAS, WE DONT EVEN TALK ABOUT THAT ANYMORE! STOP ACTING LIKE IM NOTHING OR THAT'S WHAT I'LL SOON BE...NOTHING TO YOU. YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND I WANT TO KNOW HOW YOU FEEL! I WANT TO BE INSIDE YOUR HEAD, I WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING! TELL ME! TELL ME WHAT YOU'RE THINKING! You matter to me more then you will ever know. I need you, but as of now, I'm not sure if you need me anymore. But then again why would i know, you never tell me how you feel! Please. All i ask you, is just to,...Tell me.

current mood: indescribable

(3 Tell no secrets | Never lie)

Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
11:10 pm - CHINESE FOOD!
the highlight of my day:
Someone left almost a full thing on chinese food at drama and mr.A was going to throw it out but i took it instead. Haha i dont know whos it was exactly, but i ate it and as long as my insides dont shrivle up or i get something like ameobic dysentary (not spelled right) then i guess you could say im fine.

By the way that dysentary disease is something that messes with your insides and pretty much makes you have diarreah forever. Think about that next time you eat something from somewhere you cant see being prepared.

Smell ya later!

current mood: exhausted
current music: my MOMMY is watching the TV

(4 Tell no secrets | Never lie)

4:15 pm - Questions or theories of the day:
Have you ever wondered why people say "excuse me" when they fart or burp? It doesnt make sense, unless they have to (after burping or farting) leave and go to the bathroom to take a dump or throw up..think about it. It makes no sense.

Also, ever wonder why people say sorry when they hit you or bang into you? What if the person you hit when you said "sorry" responded with "It's not okay"? Now i don't know about you, but half the people i bang into or hit is because i don't like them. So why wouldn't you just be all "I hit you on purpose" I'd like to see what they'd say to that.

Smell ya later!

current mood: contemplative
current music: Staind-"Me"

(4 Tell no secrets | Never lie)

Monday, March 29th, 2004
2:40 pm
im going to try to ryhme this whole paragraph, in an attempt to make you laugh. we read oedipus in enligsh, i didnt go to social studies, in french i made faces at ben, he is my buddy! I wanted to slap paul for drawing perverted cartoons and making me smile, me and rachel thought this kid said marijuana for quite awhile, finally we realized that we misunderstood, then laughed about it becuase classed had ended and we could.

yeah okay now im tried of ryhming and i need to eat so go ahead make like an egg and beat.......it.

ps...i have no life

current mood: chipper
current music: Mindless self indulgence- "Ready for love"

(2 Tell no secrets | Never lie)

Friday, March 26th, 2004
8:11 am - I'm le tired...
I'll write more later..

current mood: exhausted

(2 Tell no secrets | Never lie)


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